One of the million, billion grains of sand in the desert
Portraits before and after death.
"This somber series of portraits taken of people before and after they had died is a challenging and poignant study. The work by German photographer Walter Schels and his partner Beate Lakotta, who recorded interviews with the subjects in their final days, reveals much about dying - and living."
These photos are simultaneously haunting and beautiful, and I've been riveted for the last half hour. Having looked at every photo I feel like I need to get up, walk outside and let the sun hit my face for a while. Be sure to read the text accompanying the photos.
(via The Morning News)
EDITED TO ADD:
Just got this email from Mimi in Oakland:
Heather,
Those images nauseated me and I should have never looked at them. While I respect your right to post whatever you want on your website, that you closed comments irritates me.
I'm disappointed in you; I think you're a great big chicken shit for doing that. Why not let people respond? What were you afraid of? You obviously knew you'd get a response so why close the door to them?
I had no idea that link would inspire this kind of response, but there you go. Chicken shit I am not, so what did you think of those photos?
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eric said:
I thought they were inspiring. Live your life, people.
04.01.08 - 11:12 AM / 1Nichole said:
I thought they were amazing and beautiful. People who are not comfortable with death are not comfortable with the way they are living their life. Death is a part of life.
04.01.08 - 11:14 AM / 2moderndayhermit said:
Amazing
04.01.08 - 11:15 AM / 3rebecca said:
wow! People are nuts. It's not like you didn't say what the post was about. I loved those pictures and felt really peaceful after looking at all of them.
04.01.08 - 11:15 AM / 4CurlyHairDay said:
I think Mimi must have clicked on the wrong link. . .like, say, "Mastheads." I too would be distressed if I thought Dooce's mastheads had left us for the plane of higher consciousness.
That site is mesmerizing and fascinating.
04.01.08 - 11:15 AM / 5Anonymous said:
I think we need more things like this regarding death. It is not scary and a part of this living process. Can't really get away from it really.
Why open comments if it just makes space for attacks. Chicken sh!t or boundary setter? I'd not open my comments if I got the response you get daily.
~GoGo
04.01.08 - 11:16 AM / 6dug said:
haunting. and maybe nauseating. but so? what did someone clicking on a link to pictures described as "somber series of portraits taken of people before and after they had died" expect? kids on a playground?
anyway. haunting. but not in a bad way.
04.01.08 - 11:16 AM / 7Anonymous said:
i kept hoping they wouldnt die in the next photo
04.01.08 - 11:16 AM / 8Cheryl said:
I thought they were going to be disturbing, but they actually were peaceful. You almost never see death represented like that. Its either fictionalized or brushed under the carpet (like no longer allowing pictures of the coffins of soldiers who die in Iraq). I doubt I'd have ever come across these on my own, so thanks.
04.01.08 - 11:17 AM / 9Muriel said:
I loved it, and plan on sharing it with everyone I know. Thanks for the link, Heather.
04.01.08 - 11:17 AM / 10MeandMyG9 said:
Couldn't bring myself to look. My wife and I had the honor of caring for my Mother in her last months. I am a chicken shit.
04.01.08 - 11:17 AM / 11JLP said:
I am neither offended nor shocked by those photos. But I recently watched my father-in-law die in a hospital bed after a short battle with lung cancer. I guess if you've never experienced that, it might be shocking. It's amazing how quickly the face changes once a person has passed and the oxygen and blood are no longer circulating. I mean, it's literally within minutes that the face becomes that sunken shell as in many of these photos.
Interesting series.
04.01.08 - 11:17 AM / 12Jack said:
Mimi needs to learn how to not click the next button...that way she wouldn't have been nauseated...and I actually found the images of the people after death were less horrifying than I assumed they would be. Kudos Dooce!
04.01.08 - 11:18 AM / 13Hey You (thehuckablog.com) said:
I understand that you do not open comments to keep out the crazies, but that does not make you chicken shit. It is not like you did not say in the post what the link was. AS far as the photography...NMS, but I can appreciate the poignancy of it.
04.01.08 - 11:18 AM / 14slodwick said:
Chicken shit would be me, actually. Based on Heather's description, I know better than to even click that link.
(Gosh - imagine what the internet would be like if people actually thought before following links, and then took responsibility for their own reactions? The mind positively boggles.)
04.01.08 - 11:18 AM / 15Vikki said:
I found the photographs fascinating and touching. Death is so very much a part of life - most people just choose to ignore that fact.
04.01.08 - 11:18 AM / 16Heidi said:
I think this is your blog and you have every right to do whatever you want - as do the people who view it.
04.01.08 - 11:18 AM / 17dooce said:
wow. anonymous at #8, that comment was really powerful.
04.01.08 - 11:18 AM / 18Shannon/jodfoster said:
I think these photos are absolutely beautiful and breathtaking. What an amazing project and how amazing were those that agreed to take part in it. I think their families have something very poignant and beautiful to hold on to.
p.s. my captcha is Stern cheese. That's my least favorite kind.
04.01.08 - 11:18 AM / 19Jady said:
My parent's friend took pictures of my sister at her memorial service...I gotta say they were haunting as well, although it seems such a private thing to take photographs of.
She died of an eating disorder, so the pictures just look...strange. She was constantly in motion, twitching, hands shaking, etc. She never looked quite so calm and still.
It wasn't disturbing so much as surreal.
04.01.08 - 11:18 AM / 20Elaine said:
I have never been one to handle death well, but these people shared their stories and I got the impression that they were at peace after the hardest and last fights of their lives.
04.01.08 - 11:18 AM / 21Erin said:
Stunning and moving and wonderfully human. Being nauseated by death is a very immature reaction.
04.01.08 - 11:18 AM / 22Fabgirl said:
As squeamish as I am, I clicked on the link and found that it was indeed very haunting and yet, very peaceful. Much better to see death in a dignified manner than splashed across the news with blood and destruction. You plainly stated that it was pics before and after death, so I'm afraid it's up to your readers to make their own decision.
P.S. Well said, Eric.
04.01.08 - 11:18 AM / 23Karen said:
Dear Mimi in Oakland:
Stick up your ass. Pull it out.
Cheers!
04.01.08 - 11:19 AM / 24Spring said:
I'm not sure why, but I honestly didn't expect the death portraits to be as beautiful as they are. I suppose that says much about my conception of death and the afterlife. And now I'm wondering if that conception has changed, ever so slightly, after seeing these photographs.
04.01.08 - 11:19 AM / 25francesca said:
I thought these were beautifully done, and found the comments from the subjects thought-provoking. You provided us with a descripton...if readers are nauseated or find this so offensive, certainly nobody is going to force their fingers to click on the link.
04.01.08 - 11:19 AM / 26Beth said:
I'm glad you posted it. I was moved by every story - some made me giggle, some made me sadder than others, and I had the same reaction - gonna go take pictures of the daffodils in the garden.
People don't have to click on things just because they're there! Esp after reading the description. WTF?
04.01.08 - 11:19 AM / 27Shannon said:
I thought the photos were amazing. Some were incredible; you could see the stress and worry in people's faces while they were alive, and after they died it was just.. gone.
And Mimi needs a thorough thumping. What part of "photos before and after death" was unclear? And aside from that, if you didn't like the photos, surely it would make more sense to send your comments to the Guardian, who actually posted them?
04.01.08 - 11:19 AM / 28Celia said:
Powerful and moving... the photos made me appreciate being alive. Thanks, Heather.
04.01.08 - 11:19 AM / 29Chanel said:
Haunting for sure, but they definitely draw you in with a strange fascination.
04.01.08 - 11:20 AM / 30