When networking goes horribly wrong

I didn’t think this time would ever come, but in the last couple of months I have had to reassess my list for a reason other than “this one hates dogs” or “that one has toe hair.”

You’re like, this had better not be her grocery list.

The list list. The five people you would most like to have sex with outside of your marriage, and if one of them called you up and was all, hey girl, your significant other would have to give you a pass. Except, the people on your list have to be so out of reach that such a phone call would not ever happen. So out of reach that you cannot know someone who knows someone who knows someone who knows their dentist.

Enter: Christy Turlington. Those who are familiar with my list asked me if I brought this up with her during our trip to Bangladesh, and I was like, RIGHT. How on earth was that conversation supposed to go?

“I really want to have sex with your friend’s husband.”

And then she’d be like, great. Nice to meet you, too!

A few weeks before our trip I read a profile of Gwyneth Paltrow in Bon Appetit talking about her cookbook. She mentioned throwing a party for a whole bunch of her friends, and Christy is quoted in the article. SHE WAS AT THAT PARTY. Guess who happened to be there, too? Gwyneth’s husband. Chris Martin. Occupier of the top spot on my list.

He couldn’t be fifth, COULD HE. NO. He had to be at the top. So I awkwardly approached my husband and asked if there might be an exception to the rules, like, maybe instead of taking someone off of your list you just move them down a few notches. I didn’t tell him why I was asking, only that a friend wanted to know.

“Christy Turlington knows Gwyneth Paltrow, doesn’t she?” he said more than asked.


Turns out, yes, they know each other well. Very well, so Chris had to be erased completely from the list. So I wrote his name on a piece of embossed stationery, folded it in half and buried it in the back yard, the silence broken only as my tears bounced off the fresh dirt. SEE WHAT YOU’RE MISSING OUT ON, CHRIS.

What a sorry state my list was in! No number one, and two whole spots occupied by Michael Phelps? HEATHER. Pull yourself together. What if some hunky famous person calls in the next couple of weeks for some action and he’s not listed? The rules say you’d have to turn him down. My marriage vows do, too, BUT THAT’S NOT WHAT WE’RE TALKING ABOUT.

I’ve had to come up with a revised list, and this is not easy work! There are only five spots and yet very many famous people getting in shape for their next role!

And I don’t remember what it was, oh, wait. Yes I do. It was this clip of Ryan Gosling feeding an apple to his dog when I remembered how I used to really dislike Ryan Gosling, not for any particular reason, only that people (little girls) kept raving about “The Notebook” and I most certainly was not going to see “The Notebook” until I finally gave in and saw “The Notebook” and HOLY SHIT, I LOOOOOOOVE RYAN GOSLING.

That kissing scene in the rain. You cannot finish watching that movie with your virginity intact. Not possible.

And then here he is breaking up a street fight. Behold his arms:

Almost all of the work he has done since “The Notebook” has deepened that love. He’s hot, pure sex even, but he’s also… strange. Sometimes he looks like his great grandfather from Hoboken dressed him, but he doesn’t care. And it’s that not caring that takes him from no where near my list to the top spot.

So here’s what it looks like now:

1. Ryan Gosling
2. Ed O’Brien
3. Brad Pitt
4. Clive Owen
5. Damon Albarn

What is the state of your list?

  • Essembee

    Oh GOD I forgot Ewan McGregor! Ok, as Jim Caviezel looks like my darling boyfriend (lucky me), I’m replacing him with Ewan.

  • Daddy Scratches

    Did I say “Hugh Jackman” back there? I meant “Angelina Jolie.”

  • BellyGirl

    1. Ryan Reynolds
    2. Ryan Reynolds
    3. Ryan Reynolds
    4. Ryan Reynolds
    5. James Blake

  • picklesalt

    Sweet baby Jesus, I want to smear ryan gosling’s entire body with Nutella and have my way with him.

    Also I’d like Tim Tebow, but I’d make him hush.

  • jon

    Dangerous. Gotta update.

  • billysSillyCoconut

    Hahahaha – can’t you just picture good ol’ Gwynnie teaching Angelina how to cook?

    Oh man – I’ve been staring at budget reports for too long today.

  • picklesalt


  • Lindsey

    Daniel Day-Lewis
    Paul Rudd
    Michael Vartan
    John Krasinski
    Timothy Olyphant

    I cannot pick an order, though number 1 always stays put.

    I mean, good God: http://www.hundland.org/images/autographs/daniel-day-lewis.jpg

  • pillworm

    1. Johnny Depp
    2. Ryan Reynolds
    3. Ryan Gosling
    4. Jeff from Big Brother (ridiculous I know, but sooo yummy)
    5. Dave Grohl

  • santa barbara

    Oh Jesus. Even Ryan Gosling was born in the 80s. I need to re-evaluate my…something. Not sure what.

  • nurse.brodie

    Damon Albarn was the lead singer of Blur. He may have done some other stuff.

    1. Jude Law
    2. Clive Owen
    3. Ewan McGregor
    4. Colin Firth
    5. Phil Keoghan

  • Juliejules

    Heather O, I can’t believe you’d make Johnny Depp take a shower! All of that Depp Smunge would be a lasting souvenir.

    Paul Rudd
    Adrien Brody
    The non pussy Alexander Skarsgård/Eric
    Jason Bateman
    Romany Malco

  • sweetpotatopie

    Ed Burns is definitely on my top 5. So it’s a good thing Christy and I aren’t friends.

    So I’d say:

    5. Ira Glass
    4. Jon Stewart
    3. Ed Burns
    2. Eddy Vedder
    1. Javier Bardem

  • lonek8

    honestly, my husband and I have abandoned the list concept. basically, i told him there was no need to limit ourselves to only 5, since the odds of anyone within that stratosphere of fame wanting to get with one of us is so slim that if the chance should arise we are almost required to go for it and then buy a lottery ticket too. But definitely top tier on my non-list:

    Bradley Cooper
    Ryan Reynolds
    Gabriel Macht

    …oh, I could go on all day.

  • Mrs.Mommy02

    You have sold me Heather. Did you see him lift Al Roker?

    1. Ryan Gosling
    2. Shia Labeouf
    3. Ryan Reynolds
    4. Rob Pattinson(I swear I’m not 16, and have seen his other very good movies)
    5. Matt Dallas

    P.S. I’m under 30 so I don’t know who most of these men are. Forgive me!

  • dooce

    @Antonia that is one of the best comments ever left on this website.

    @swilliams38 Damon Albarn is the lead singer of Blur (British Band from the Nineties and part of the band Gorillaz).

  • Just Julie

    1. Craig Ferguson (humor=HOT!)
    2. Ewan McGregor (what is it about those Scottish men?)
    3. Johnny Depp
    4. Dave Gahan (Depeche Mode)
    5. Michael Hutchence. He’d be my #1, but he’s uh, not very close to earth. I’d go wherever he is, if I got the call,though

  • Heather_O

    @juliejules Mmmmmm, Depp Smunge

  • lucesco

    1. Brad Pitt
    2. Angelina Jolie
    3. Zenadine Zidane
    4. Jim Morrison
    5. Rhett Miller

    I am also straight woman, but c’mon Angelina is unreal.
    Jim is gone, but at one time he was enfuego!

  • Becca

    Mark Wahlberg
    Timothy Oliphant
    Javier Bardem
    Benicio Del Toro
    Colin Firth

    all at the same time, please

  • Mrs.Mommy02

    Oh man. I forgot to add Ian Somerhalder. That man is using his celebrity to save the environment. He must be added. As long as he wears the fangs.

  • SonjaElizabeth

    1. Ryan Gosling
    2. Javier Bardem
    3. Jeff Bridges
    4. Idris Elba
    5. John Stewart

  • sweetpotatopie

    Let’s see Jon’s list!

  • Just Julie

    when I clicked on the youtube of ryan gosling that you included in your post, it said “sorry this is private” what’s up with that?

  • dooce

    Jon is working on his list as we speak. He’s taking suggestions.

  • SweetAdeline

    How did Clive Warren make your list? What will Rebecca De Mornay think?

  • Tobie

    Please tell me you’ve seen this site: http://hollywoodcrush.mtv.com/2010/12/08/f-yeah-ryan-gosling-internet-meme/ . (That particular link is a story about the meme). Ha!

    Also LOL @DaddyScratches!!!

  • Gemmyner

    1. Ryan Reynolds
    2. Jeffrey Dean Morgan
    3. Justin Timberlake
    4. Johnny Depp
    5. Colin Farrell

  • trec_lit

    1. Clive Owen
    2. Ryan Gosling
    3. Joshua Jackson
    4. Idris Elba
    5. Mike Rowe

    Half of it for me is the voice and Clive, Idris, and Mike have voices that make me quiver.

  • shood

    But wait Heather. Didn’t you meet and hug Gwyneth Paltrow once before? Wouldn’t you have had to take Chris off your list back then, just by virtue of the fact that you were, like, spiritually connected to her by that moment?

    I can’t publish my list because every time my husband hears my girlfriends and me having this conversation, he has to tear apart the guys I pick and it pisses me off. So, just in case he reads this site…

  • zan

    Most of my list — Todd Rundgren circa 1980, David Gilmour circa 1970 — would require physics we haven’t yet grasped. And now I’m questioning Antonia’s intent in photoshopping Oliver Reed’s head onto my husband’s body last year… suspicious.

    But Ryan Gosling? I have yet to meet a single person who disagrees with that choice. I’m blushing just thinking of him. I moved to Cincinnati simply because he’s touched the animals in the zoo here.

    Have you seen the him being affectionate with an okapi, Heather? Have you? *SWOON*

  • DTDorrin

    I was *this close* to getting some work done, then you linked to a video of Ryan Gosling feeding his dog an apple and I ended up getting lost in a rabbit hole of Ryan Gosling Google searches.

    1. Anderson Cooper
    2. Sufjan Stevens
    3. Ryan Gosling
    4. James McAvoy
    5. Andrew Bird

  • mmillberry

    We totally just had that conversation recently after a professional development program. There we were. After talking social media all afternoon, this group of PR pros starts the discussion of their “list.” And it was awesome. And then one of speakers from the event, joined us at the Press Club table. Did we change the subject to pressing issues regarding social media and pr? No. We continued to discuss these lists. And the speaker joined us. And by the way, Clive Owen was on several of the lists around the table…including one of the guys!

  • Ruffian


    I actually flew from Florida to Washington D.C. to see him in his band Dead Man’s Bones two years ago. I was a couple feet away from him for over an hour. He is beyond lovely.

    I swoon over Ryan Gosling.

    Watch the video on youtube where he sings with Jimmy Kimmel.
    Watch Lars and the Real Girl.
    Listen to Dead Man’s Bones.

    He’s got so many layers. Yum.

  • miss_tiffgolo

    How in the world is the great Jon Hamm not on anyones list yet?

    1. Jon Hamm
    2. Daniel Day Lewis
    3. Ryan Gosling
    4. Marcus Mumford
    5. Javier Bardem

  • The K Spot

    1. Colin Firth
    2. Dave Gahan (Depeche Mode)
    3. Liam Neeson
    4. Vince Vaughn (before he became all bloated) – I obviously need to replace him soon.
    5. Ving Rhames

  • jjford

    ryan gosling
    mark wahlberg
    bradly cooper
    ryan reynolds
    andy whitfield

  • abredro

    1. Ryan Gosling (holy hell, that man is hot)
    2. Jon Stewart
    3. Johnny Depp
    4. Juliette Binoche (preferably together with Johnny Depp, with Chocolate)
    5. Justin Timberlake

    Javier Bardem and Sean Connery get honorable mentions.

  • randi33

    Ryan Reynolds
    Johnny Depp
    Robert Downey Jr.
    Andy Samberg
    Dave Grohl

    My list changes daily. Robert Downey Jr. and Johnny Depp are lifers though. They are in my list hall of fame and can never be removed!

  • smiles4u2have

    Okay, I thought the rules of the list were if there was the remote possibility then you must do anything and everything to make it happen…at least that is how I would play it if anyone on my list (which is way more than 5 and changes almost daily) comes within 5 degrees of me.

    Some that do make the list, in no particular order and all subject to change based on if/when they get skanky and/or nasty:

    Anyone with a hot accent, 50Cent, Justin Timberlake, Angelina Jolie, Johnny Depp, Orlando Bloom, Ryan Gosling, Gary Dourdan, Emma Stone, David Tennant, Billie Piper, Kevin McKidd, Lindsey Price – and if we can throw in fictional written characters (and we can cause it’s my list) Jamie Fraser from Diana Gabaldon’s Outlander series.

  • Satyr

    Hugh Laurie
    James Spader
    Mark Harmon
    David Tenant
    Richard Armitage

    with Robert Downey Jr as reserve… :)

  • evergrey

    I don’t have a solidified list – but Ryan Gosling would be on it if I ever drafted one.

    Dooce – Ryan is even hotter in the new movie Crazy Stupid Love. You wouldn’t think it’s possible, but he’s on FIRE in that film.

  • rreed

    Ok, the dooce. (long time reader, first time commenter) I adore you, I really do. If it didn’t make me feel so desperately stalker-y, I’d dare to say we’d be super good friends if you lived in here Brooklyn. Hell, I’d probably meet you for coffee monthly even if you lived all the way in Manhattan.

    But good god, woman. Why on earth is Clive Owen so far down on your list?! Have you gone mad?

    My list is as follows:

    1. Clive Owen
    2. Clive Owen
    3. Dr. Drew
    4. The guy who plays Sherlock on the new BBC Sherlock
    5. Clive Owen

  • Petri Dish

    Shit! Antonia’s comment made me laugh out loud and then I had to explain to my husband while I was cackling so hard. That comment is why I have followed Antonia’s blog for the past three years. Genius, I say! Now I’ve got this image of her hair all tousled about, drool dripping on the floor and she turns around and asks, “did you just head butt a horse?” hahahahaha

  • Chez Sanderosa

    Have you seen Gosling’s abs on “Crazy, Stupid, Love”? He’s on my list now!!!

  • kristanhoffman

    Aww, the video is private now. :(

    Well, I got to see him feed George, and that was adorable! But Ryan Gosling is already on my list — has been since The Notebook, since I was one of those teenage girls that you hated, lol — along with Channing Tatum and Michael Fassbender. Not sure who the last 2 spots belong to…

  • erica733

    1. Bradley Cooper
    2. Ryan Reynolds
    3. Carter Oosterhouse
    4. Johnny Depp
    5. David Beckham (but he’s not allowed to talk)

  • twodoghouse

    1. Jake Gyllenhaal
    2. Barack Obama
    3. Marshall Erickson (NOT Eric Segel – but the actual fictional character, Marshall Erickson)
    4. Heidi Klum
    5. Ron Weasley

  • EJoyner105

    First of all, when I saw Ed O’Brien, I thought Ed O’Neill, hahaha. Moment to take in that hilarity, please.

    My list…
    1. Donnie Wahlberg
    2. Mark Wahlberg
    (1 and 2 may be interchangeable)
    3. Blake Griffin
    4. Ryan Gosling (he is amazing)
    5. Um, dude..Christy Turlington’s husband. Seriously.

  • EJoyner105

    @pillworm You are SO RIGHT! I am totally stealing Jeff from Big Brother. He’s beauuuutiful and makes reality TV worth the loss of all brain cells!